Sunday, September 26, 2010

a Quote

Being on facebook you come across many different statuses, some not so needful to know, some give you a chuckle, a repulsed response, apathy, and then there are some astounding and insightful quotes that get your mind thinking. Mine for the day is:

"Don't make someone your priority while allowing yourself to simply be their option"

AMEN!

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

ENT

If I learned ANYTHING from my Mom is what ENT means. She's my source of medical information. Ear-Nose-Throat. My ears, my nose, and my throat feel like they have been probed. Speaking with a clogged nose and caughing to create awkward moments is not my ideal situation. ENT...how i long for normality in that department.

Life is extremely busy these days. I feel like peanut butter, and all that I need to accomplish is a big piece of bread I need to be scrapped on. I am learning how to balance my schedule. I'd love to learn to be more organized but, man, am I stubborn...that takes time and discipline!!

Changing the subject...

I have officially decided to stop liking boys. DO NOT BE ALARMED. Yes, I am interested in men. No, I am NOT interested in women. It is more like, I find that there is no real point in liking a guy or even being remotely interested. Where has it gotten me? Let me give you the answer: Absolutely no where. Solution? I have no idea. I just figure, if it is right...it shouldn't be that hard or complicated. I guess the timing is off. Man, I need to go to get my watch checked, especially if my timing is off, wouldn't you say?

I need to go read my scriptures and get some shut eye, although I wish i could keep writing. Good night to the poor soul who is reading this. 'Til the next entry.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Jumbled Thoughts

I have been meaning to write in my blog so much sooner than this, and of course, I am writing at almost one in the morning when my brain does not work as well nor as quickly, nevertheless, I have the ganas the desire/drive/ambition??? to write today. (Ganas is a hard word to translate for me).

In my pocketsize notebook that goes everywhere with me, i started to write about an experience I had @ BYU Laundry with a customer. I started this short story and never finished, but, I have the title:

"If You're Nice--You'll Be Taken Care of "

An Illens Dort, from the Department of Translation, came to the counter here @ BYU Luandry, where I co-exist with everyone else's dirty clothes but my own. His pleasant demeanor awaited me and as I approached the counter he calmly waited for me  with his eight shirts anxious to be tagged and cleaned. I asked him if he'd been here within the last month because if not, we'ld have to re-put his information into our system. Giving me his last name I typed away and with relief clicked on his previously registered information. Happily, I informed Illens that the stystem recognized him, that we had him in the system, with which he slyly replied "I'm still alive." A smile took over the bottom half of my face to which the responisiblity of this action goes towards this tall, middle-aged African American man's humor. Again he spoke..."You have a beautiful smile." That comment, along with his charm and humor made me want to make sure his order was very well taken care of. If you're nice, you'll be taken care of, not just @ the laundromat.

Besides that story that happened over a week ago, so much happens that I forget about it. A lot of really great things have been happening in my life...i just lack one thing, but, we can't win them all.


I'll write again with more time and energy in the near future.

PAZ FUERA

Thursday, August 19, 2010

What I found in my Spanish Scriptures

I am reading my scriptures in castellano and I had put in an article that I read in the Church News while I was serving in Miraflores, Peru (near Piura). I liked it so much that i taped it in like it was part of my scriptures, and it actually is, since it is from our living prophet Thomas S. Monson. Here's what it says. Read it. Absorb it. Live it. I will try to do it too.

"President Monson quoted from a national magazine article by Arthur Gordon, who wrote that on the day his father had promised to take him and his younger brother to the circus his father received a phone call about some urgent business that required his attention downtown. They boys, prepared to be disapopinted, heard their father say, "No, I won't be down. It'll have to wait." They boys' mother said, "The circus keeps coming back, you know." To this, the father said, "I know, but childhood doesn't."

President Monson said, "If you do something that turns out not quite as you had planned, you can almost always put it right, get over it, learn from it. But once you've missed out on something, it's gone...

"Send that note to the friend you've been neglecting; give your chld a compliment and a hug; say, 'I love you' more; always express your thanks. Never let a problem to be solved become more important than a person to be loved. Friends move away, children grow up, loved ones pass on. It's so easy to take others for granted, until that day when they're gone from our lives adn we are left with feelings of 'what if' and 'if only'...Let us relish life as we live it, find joy in the journey and share our love with friends and family. One day, each of us will run out of tomorrows. Let us not put off what is most important."

:) Dang, is he SO right!

Monday, August 16, 2010

Rocky

I feel like Rocky Balboa right now, more like @ the beginning of the movie where he is just fighting for his dreams and the good in life, but hasn't been given the greatest of circumstances to work with. A guy just looking for an opportunity...but opportunity doesn't exactly knock on his door. Balboa...Tartaglia...they are both Italian names. We are more similar than I suspected...

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

From my favorite movie

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKW9ZX5AgYI&feature=related

I feel just like the character singing from the movie Michael. Yup yup...

Monday, August 2, 2010

St Mark 1:35

One of my favorite scriptures in the Bible says, "And in the morning, rising up a great while before the day, he went out, and departed into a solitary place, and there prayed."

I tried doing that, except it was @ night...it didn't seem to go all that well. There are mountains in Provo, not tooo far away, but, I did not have the energy to hike a mountain @ 12 in the morning, so I nice spot by the stadium where a shadow was cast. Following the example in Mark 1:35, i started to talk with my Heavenly Father with my ishuffle in my ear with some hymns in the background. The police managed to disrupt that.

He drove behind me, his lights shining on me, turned around, and then drove on the sidewalk in front of me. Not exactly how Christ must have experienced it, but, I was afraid the police offficer would ask me what I was doing, all by myself, a girl, on stairs in front of a football stadium staring off into ablivion. I was happy that I did not have to have a dialogue with the po-po tonight.
I'm home now, and, I think next time, I am going to find a more solitary place.